Is there something wrong with (me) us?

Then you gave me a chance. To prove me. .
I'm lost in my very soul. wishing you don't ever go and list me in your light...

Oh I'am so loosing my very soul and I'm crush on you (and you?)

Please forgive?
Please go for a while and delete me.
Someday you'll know that you and I, there in God list to be together...
Ever, till the end of my age, your age. And I believe the day that you searching for me, the day that you realize me, the day that you gave me that very soul. You and I, in love each other...

Good night (special) friend-for almost 3 years-.
My sickless ALI ALBAB. I love to love you...
And I'm so glad for being your list, but I'm not yours, yet... Be patient, beyb!